baby when I cry

When I cry..
baby when I cry.....
hope you're understand one thing..that is not over because of one thing
it's because of angers and tears that I have been holding in for sooo long
They mean a lot of things..until i don't know what is that excactly..until i don't know why was that mess happened..until I don't know how to say that..how to start,to solve and how to let it out. Because sometimes, we have to let an unfinished mess, to go through the other things, and than they just blended, mixed, just like a full plate of spagheti, so is it too much that we need a release  and a recharge for all of that so we can be ready to face and to pass the other mess?
Sometimes I ignore text, I let the phone ring, it's nothing personal..but I hope you realize that sometimes I don't wanna talk. And when there's time I become so quiet and don't say a word, and just give you a sour or bitter smille, that's the time when I need you THE MOST. 
yeah, I need you the MOST to just sit close to me, hold me close, and say that..you don't know what's happened excactly, but you know that it's suck, all that you have to do is just let me ry for a while, don't judge anythinng, don't even offer me question..and in the end of that pleaseeee say that Everything is gonna be okay, and whatever happened you'll just stand by my side Just that simple..but if you wanna know the effect, it's mch much morethan a big "O" that you can give to us, just that simple..no need an effort, it don't cost a thing.
I know that this simple thing (for me) is quiet hard to understand..but if, you try, to understand, just a little as a start.. I promise you, and I'll make sure..that we can be the most wonderfull, gorgeous wife..more than you can ever imagine..this I promise you...
And please..don't be missjudge or missunderstand, that's not about I want more from you or I think that what have you done for me through all these times is not enough, not that...
It's true and really true, it's not about you..it just about me babe..